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Thu, Aug. 19th, 2004, 10:25 pm
NEW LJ

Hey People i have a NEW LJ it is LosingmyLens so yeah om gonna add every one so okay buh bye

Thu, Aug. 19th, 2004, 09:28 pm
thinking

Im actually thinking about changing my LJ name... but im not sure if i want to.... i tihnk i willll... it wont be as exciting as this one WTF?? oh well im gonna do it im gonna try to get it to be LosemyMind18 or something...

Tue, Aug. 17th, 2004, 02:15 am
School

Alright well today was my first day of school. i had B&W photo with Jeska... and i found out that one of my friends from Mid-Pen is also in that class. So that totally kicks ass. ufortunatly we have to buy hella supplies and jeska might drop the class.. oh well. but anyways today i got home and took a nap cuz i woke up at 7:30. so anyways when i woke up from the nap i called tiff and we were planning to go watch movies at her house but they never came and picked me up... but before that i got a call from my doctors(never good) but anyways they were telling us that my creatnin(sp?) was 2.0 when normal is like 1.1 or 1.2 and its on a scale where like the smaller number is better.. so im fucked. i have to go into the hospital tommarow and have hella test's and if the test's come's back bad i have to have a biopsy on friday and yeah so blah right now.

Fri, Aug. 13th, 2004, 10:14 pm
boreddom

okay so am so bored right now.... like massivly bored. we went over to Jessie's house and celebrated her b-day. that was fun. and jessie rented the new peter pan off of netflix and her dad is going to make me a copy. which is cool. yeah.. soo ealrier i punched a whole in my ceiling... oops... so yeah... but yeah today was boring and i'm still bored.... BUT I GOT GUITAR LESSONS.. so yeah... i cna play part of a surf song and a nirvana song. its cool. but yeah... um i was gonna like tell you a story or something but i forgot what it was... OH TIFFANY I DID my OWN makeup... so that was exciting and ugly..... im really in the mood to go hot tubing but dont really want to.... im to lazy to turn on the hot tub and wait for it to heat up.. I FEEL SO SICK RIGHT NOW... UGH.... OMG i was watching road rules and this chick was new and she walked into the RV and they told her that the table folds into a bed and she was like " WOW this is REALLY roughing it" and she WASNT being sarccastic.. then she was talking about getting raped by a johovah witnesss in her own church so yeah ATTENTION GRABBER..... im bored now.... TIFFANY hit up my cell girlie and we will chil and have tickly fights... MIKE WAS HELLA USING UR ASS AS A PILLOW...OMG I HATE HIM HE IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING

Wed, Aug. 11th, 2004, 11:59 pm
Skeletons On My Wall

Alright well lately i have had the fatty urge to paint hella shit on my wall.... you know like some sick ass mural. but yeah lol... i really need to clean my room it is so messy right now.. and its all mainly trash and clothes...

today was a pretty boring day. i woke up and wen to the bike shop with my mom. then i came home and took a shower. then my mom and i went to the doctors cuz of my ingrown toenail. so yeah.. a little second ago i just put silver paint on my ceiling... that was stupid. but yeah.. Lately i have noticed a New tagger in out town.. i've seen his shit like three times.. it's all in hella sketchy places.. like places where the 5o roll allll the time.. its crazy...

Right now i'm listening to MOTHER FUCKIN ATMOSPHERE


yeah thats all for noe















































































MEOW

Wed, Aug. 11th, 2004, 12:37 am
Never-Ending Eternity

Alright so today was a total BLAST.. i went to great america with Jeska and that was totally kool. i saw my friend sarah there and that was killer. i havnt seen her in days.but yeah..... PGA was awesome. we went on hella rides. and saw 2 V-Dubs from Atop Drop zone. then we came home.. doesnt sound like much but it was.. oh and before we came home we went to the great mall which was a joyus time. so yeah im hella tired but i dont want to go to sleep... becuase if i do i will have to wake up.. and i wont want to.. i helsa just want to sleep in before school starts ON MONDAY.. yeah i signed up for my classes tonight and i got every one i wanted.. so i am totally happy... well laters people

Tue, Aug. 10th, 2004, 08:42 pm
Faith-A Poem

FAITH
Fuck Faith
all it is, is a face
A Face on a burning flag
A Flag which Binds us to a brutal leader
A brutal leader that fucks with our minds
and minipulates our Votes
A VOTE
A Fucking Vote
a way to bestow power on a genocidal maniac
a Genocidal Maniac that will use our lives to destroy those of others
Others, Having to fear that Their world is fucked
LOVE
an Emotion we all feel
An Emotion Only half Are Denied
That half that loves the most will suffer
Being Banned From a Marriage
A Marriage that was never religous to begin with
LIFE
A pointless being.
A way to remind us that time is NOT on our side.
A Time that shows us that with every second that ticks on the clock is another second that ticks off of our being.....

so Live life to it's Fullest... BE YOU

Tue, Aug. 10th, 2004, 01:14 am

Today was another day. i woke up got out of bed dragged a comb across m head.. then i went back to sleep woke up about 11:30 and went downstairs.. did some work for my mom.. Jeska came over, we baked in the sun.. went and bought some tickets to great america... that was fun.. tommarow we go to great america and to ohlone.... ughy nfsdjaklnsdgnfhnglanfcmlvjn ljansdfI HATE THIS..... dreams are cool... but im all like fat feeling.. maybe i'll go to the gym on thursday

Mon, Aug. 9th, 2004, 10:55 pm
Seren Dream

serene dream
soft easy winter
watering the dry spots on the day
water leaves of gray
serene dream
spend nowhere with me


isn't far to nowhere
rise and feel the bomb of fountains land
close your eyes in front of nowhere
language of no words
spend nowhere with me


serene dream
free of thirst and pain
heavy turns to cake
serene dream
where the ethers speak


it's a tall day
spend nowhere with me

Mon, Aug. 9th, 2004, 02:26 am

Alrighty so alot is goin on Monday... Well lets see. frist i have to wake up in less than six hours and go up to Ohlone College for Orientation but I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS. so i get to search. then im coming back and going swimming.and then i get to earn money to go to GA. As for today... Well i woke up got up near 4 o'clock totally felt like i was like sick to my stomach.. so i ate some food and then i did the dished and took the trash out. washed my clothes so finally i have some clean clothes... Brooke and Skyler came over and brooke helped me put stickers on my moms Buisness cards. so i got some money for that... then i went out to dinner with jeska.. we went to home town buffet and got helsa food. OMG i felt so gross and fat. but after that we went to her place and i helped her move out.. but we had to be helsa quiet. and i hit the drawers and knocked them over.. they made helsa noise.. but we succesfully got her moved out and she headede to CV to chil at her dads. so yeah thats about all right now

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